okays no more exams le.. this morning i took the last crazy paper.. even though exams are over.. i dont feel happy about it.. cos i think i didnt do my best at all.. especially for econs omg i think i will fail.. i know wad kind of shit i handed in.. i cant stand it oh my i wanna puke.. seriously i forgot everthing abt the subject during the exam.. the diagrams all draw wrong.. label wrongly.. tables rmb wrongly.. then simple mcq question ppl close eyes can do and i got them wrong.. i dunno wad's wrong with me omg.. i dont want to fail!! i dont want to take supp paper!! OMG I DONT WANT! i must pray to all the gods in the world.. SIGH!!!!! this morning was extremely crazy.. i almost died.. at first i was sitting outside the exam room with some classmates.. doing some last minute "re-capping".. then the teacher asked us to go in and sit down le.. i was like omg shit prepare to die.. then i searched my bag.. I FORGOT TO BRING CALCULATOR! no calculator for rht is like can die.. immediately i panicked like a siao.. i was like how! how! HOW! then i went into the class and asked around.. no one has extra! anyways who would bring extra.. then the invigilator super helpful also.. she said:" sorry i dont have.." me[on the verge of dying]:"can you please help me borrow from the staffroom?" her:"sorry i cant leave the room. you know there is exam today you should bring your own." LIKE I KNOW THAT! okays im a lao ah ma i forgot can! cant you just do the least to help me??? like call other teachers or sth?! WTH omg i wanted to scream at her.. but it's my own fault la.. then i went out of class like really dying.. i didnt know what to do.. i wanted to cry and just die on the spot.. i felt like shit and wanted to DIE DIE DIE i was like FRANTIC >.< then karen and fiona helped me call mr lum and mr tan.. then in the end i went to the teacher in the staffroom.. he lent me one.. like heng! when i was running up the stairs to the staffroom i just felt like sitting down and cry.. seriously i did felt like giving up.. these few days have been pure shit for me.. i dunno wad's wrong!! but in the end i went back to the exam and handed in some crap.. okays then after the 2 hours which seemed like few milleniums.. i headed straight home.. on the bus i freezed like siao but heng got karen's jacket.. hahahas thank you karen :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D like a saved my life.. in the end didnt go and see doctor cos nai went to the clinic and bought the medicine le.. my fever's gone but my nose is like more blocked than ever.. like i can only breathe through my mouth cos my nostrils are currently non-functional.. -.- i have to gasp for breath while eating or drinking.. wad shit!! and i think my throat is like 10 layers thinner after all the coughing.. anyways i'm much better after a rest.. :) tml got to go for the imf training.. hope it'll be fun.. :) hmm cashier training.. like playing with money! hahahahas.. and after imf im so so so going to play! i wanna meet DUMBO CHAN :D i wanna meet DARRELL :D i wanna meet 4J!!! but they all in jc now their turns to have exams le.. elmo chan do your best okays PING PING PONG! jia you ar piggo! ok la good luck frienddy.. :) i love you! hahahas and darrell good luck too! hmm everyone will be busy and no one pei me! but nvm cos 7 more days i'll have the GREATEST enjoyment of my life!!! RIGHTS EBB! :D:D:D oh yes man!