I miss mummy so much.
I still see her everyday, but I miss her.
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Can't wait for this devil week to pass.
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Finally went back to the SVC over the weekend. I realised I've lost the drive to serve.
I don't feel like talking to tourists anymore; I don't feel like helping them.
I don't feel like knowing about all the events; I couldn't care less about what was going on.
How come?
Perhaps it just wasn't a good day.
I miss the days when STB friends just had fun working together. [October, October!]
I think I even looked forward to work.
But not now.
Le sigh.
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On the other hand, new job is fun!
It's really busy at times, more of all the time, but I am happy there. The people are nice, and at the end of a tiring day, I smile to myself on the bus.
Is it crazy?
I realised that, the pay is not that important, at least for me, for now.
It's not easy to find a job that you truly enjoy doing right?
It's like the sense of accomplishment after packing 2000 packets of candies for an order.
It's like the feeling during my florist days, I like it.
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Here's a typical DUH moment at work:
I was cashiering, then this teen girl asked for a bag of 'Regular Mix' [mixed-flavored candies]
She asked me, 'What flavor is this ah?'
I was like, it's not called a MIX for nothing............
Of course I smiled and told her politely that there are many flavors in the bag,
and that the candies were the extras from customised orders,
and that they were randomly mixed, so it is not possible for us to know every flavor inside..
AND SHE STILL LOOKED PUZZLED.
Buzz off lah kiddo!
And there are others who are simply blind/deaf.
When I say 'Excuse me', bloody hell get out of the way cos MOMMA GOTTA REFILL THE CANDIES FOR YOU GOONDUS TO BUY.
Really need lots of patience to deal with these retarded secondary school kids.
I know, I knowwwww, I was once that age, but still.
Why are they so rich anyway?
Buy some supper for your parents lah HAI ZI!
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