dammit. i actually wanted to blog abt how happy i am today. but before i even logged on.. you two ruined my mood. i knew it. i knew it would end up like that. i admit there are times i really love you. but just now i really wanted you to disappear. i wished you were away. overseas.. working.. whatever whatever. just get away from me. stop talking to me abt the freaking PRINCIPLES. to hell with them. to hell with YOU. get lost get lost GET LOST! you are irritating you are naggy you are paranoid you are a nuisance YOU SUCK! why must you butt in and talk crap when i am trying to explain the whole situation? when you opened your damn mouth just now i really wanted to pull your cheeks and wrap your cheeks around your BIG MOUTH. you said i dont understand. I REALLY DONT! every word that came out of your mouth sounds so much like shit i dont even want to understand. i think he makes more sense pls. at least i can find myself agreeing with what he says although i HATE to do so. but YOU! i dont know wad to say abt you man. YOU ARE ONE BIG HYPOCRITE. when i asked you abt it this morning you were acting friendly and nice to me. your tone was almost too nice it felt wierd. wad enjoy! have fun! like a quite fun. then in front of him you are sooo shitty i cant stand it. stop acting pls. you like to act so much just quit your job and act full time la. stop making a big fuss abt such sesame stuff can. it's just a trivial matter and im asking and persuading you so just shut up and listen to me! ASK ONLY! do you have to dig out unrelated stuff?! it's not like i just murdered someone.. like WTH man.. just a small matter seriously.. JUST A SMALL MATTER LA WHY MUST YOU KICK A BIG FUSS!! man! go to hell la. it's like there no trust. NONE.