hais these few days i've been quite moody.. dunno why ehs.. like i cant feel happy.. i dont feel like talking i dont feel like laughing and i dont feel like going to school.. even in school smile smile smile.. then on the way home i feel so lifeless so empty so lonely.. i feel so fake. :( hais dunno wad happen la.. im so tired.. i hate this feeling! ahh omg.. i cant wait for saturday to come.. i need to meet best friend min.. min thank you for cheering me up lol.. your messages are damn gao xiao man.. i cant wait to see you on saturday!! i know you will surely make me laugh :))) and i cant wait for next friday.. i want to see my 4j.. i cant wait to laugh with everyone.. we'll joke about everything on earth lol and the best thing is i can see my elmo chan!! oh my friday faster come pls.. yesterday went out with karen rena michelle.. watched movie.. then walked around orrs.. tml is bao bao's bday le HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! :)) today was quite a sian day too.. except during french tutorial.. :) it's fun hahahas.. oh ya pauline came too hahas.. i think i only laughed during french today.. as in really laughed. oh ya and listening to my friends talk about their own families made me realise how fortunate i am.. i love you daddy mummy eb ab :)) seriously when im home the moodiness is gone.. many times in school i think of home.. thinking of going home seeing ab.. talking to eb.. playing pranks on nai >.< HOME IS THE BEST PLACE okays i know this entry has no flow but anything la. ok la nothing to say le..