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tired
Wednesday, December 06, 2006 @ 8:00 pm
im totally tired.
TOTALLY.
i dont know what is happening..
im getting all moody and crazy..
daddy wants to chat.
i ask him to leave me alone.
mummy wants to talk to me.
i told her to get out.
then i cry.
omg what is happening wongjiehui!!
i feel so bloated with shit from projects and assignments i want to die.
i've been feeling like shit today.
im so stressed!
the more people ask me if im okay im more NOT OKAY.
i dont know why..
you know sometimes when you feel like being alone..
then people come..
i know they care but i just dont want to talk..
sorry daddy and mummy..
hais dont know why every year i will go through this LOW period..
im so tired now man..
im not getting enough sleep..
not enough space..
i just want to dig a hole and hide..
i know many people are felling worse than me..
but maybe i just dont know how to cope..
or should i say i cant manage stress..
or maybe im thinking too much..
or i cant manage my time..
aiyah whatever la.
i know it's ironic that im still wasting time here blogging when i ahve so much work to do..
but i think i need to shit all this shit out before i collapse and die.
this morning i was thinking about how much fun i was having during chalet..
and i really miss it.
omg jiehui pls hang on for 2 more weeks and you can have a break..
HANG ON.