removed my braces at dental today (: it's so weird now man, as in the feeling. and my mouth's shape is different when i smile now. the cleaning and scaling and digging all were AWFULLY PAINFUL :( while waiting for my turn to make payment, i got a message from mummy. she said daddy lost his luggage at the airport. and it's 1 degree C in frankfurt. at first i was like, omg. then after that, i thought of daddy being without winter clothes and money, plus it's snowing there, etc etc.. then i felt super lost and worried, like i wanted to talk to him and i couldnt reach him.. these few days i keep thinking about daddy :( like, it's the first time he's away for so long. and i realised i often take daddy for granted. like, when i see him everyday, i dont even cherish the opportunity to like talk to him over dinner, go for a jog wih him.. or like do something tgt. now that he's been away for so long, i realise i miss him so much, till im like quite sad. while i was sitting alone outside the clinic and thinking abt daddy.. i suddenly felt so sad so sad so sad :( then i went to the toilet to cry. i didnt know why, but i just cried. I REALLY MISS YOU ALOT DADDY. i rmb the first time i went for my dental appoinment, daddy was with me. he accompanied me for my x-rays, teeth extraction, screw implants surgery, all that. then today i was alone and i saw a girl and her daddy with her. i felt so lonely. and then i thought of daddy being alone in another country with nothing with him at all. i wanted to talk to someone so much at that time. i just suddenly felt helpless and lost. smsed some friends, chingoo was having class, min was busy revising for her last paper, bird was in school also. luckily bestfriend you called. i swear i could have cried to death in the cubicle. i totally burst when i heard her voice. thank you for cheering me up (: bird later replied too, i cant wait to see you tml bird! thank you for calming me down too, i know you will fly to me (:
accounting ended before i even reached school man. met up with yen chyi and the rest of our classmates at seah im for lunch tgt (: talked to yen chyi over lunch and i realise she's quite funny! she told me how pissed she was with the funny someone, and i laughed like mad. her expression was classic pls. quite fun to talk to her actually! after lunch, the class wanted to take the cable car tgt, but in the end we didnt. next time maybe (:
kept dozing off during tutorial in the afternoon. my eyes hurt like mad :( after class, yen chyi tapped me and told me "eh, your friend." then i saw letty! ZOMG i was super happy to see you pls! and she gave me HONEY STARS and a litle note (: thank you bestfriend, REALLY :D left school with yen chyi after that. guess what, i saw cheryl on 963! i was quite shocked, but it was great to see her (: tml is friday, omg like finally. this week kind of sucked. quite badly. saturday is MEET MIN DAY. i cant wait to tell her everything on saturday. and daddy will be back on wednesday :D daddy, i pray that you'll get your luggage back soon, and i pray that you'll be safe. I LOVE YOU DADDY.