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Jie Hui
12th February
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All the respect is LOST
Wednesday, April 30, 2008 @ 9:51 pm

ytd was a horrible day.
my mood was like MAD LOW.
all these time i was suppressing my feelings and emotions,
until i reached that limit.
i totally didnt expect myself to breakdown because of you.
no matter how strong and jovial i appear to be, there's still a weak part of me.
seeing my dearest daddy sad like that pains me.
even mummy secretly cried.
it suddenly made me wonder, what happened to my happy family?
it sucks to go home to see everyone like that everyday.
it's like an empty shell.
and you, you just do whatever you want, without thinking abt how others feel.
especially daddy.
our lives became crazy and stressed with your nonsense.
THANKS TO YOU, really.

the tears i shed, they're not for you, it's because i'm sad that daddy has a father like you.
you and your china girlfriend have a good life.


TODAY WAS MUCH BETTER (:
returned back to school feeling wayyyy better.
thanks to all my friends who were there for me when i really needed someone.
GOON, CHINGOO, BESTFRIEND, BIRD, FIONA, DNN, and everyone who gave me a pat on the back ytd, thanks, really.

today was a good day, esp since i've decided not to think at it anymore.
went for tutorial early in the morning, and i was late.
traffic jam like mad, but, like what ms quah said, LATE MEANS LATE, no excuses.
better leave home earlier next time!
BUT EH, no more 9am tutorials! :p

finally formed project groups during other tutorials.
WHICH MEANS, project craze has officially commenced.

woohoo.

saw GENEVIU at the lab today! :D
but then she was busy with her project discussion, while i played WAHJONG for the first time!
damn funny, cos goon kept peeping at my tiles!
and she totally typed them out so i couldnt win, tsk.

went for APEL too.
it's the most useful and enriching session i have attended so far.
our tutor shared with us what it's like to be working out there.
like what LAU LAU POK said last time "it's a real world out there"
now i know.
it's true; you dont have to be damn smart, but you can be up there just because someone helps you to pull some strings.
some people strive their whole lives and don't succeed, just because they weren't given a chance to prove themselves.

LIFE IS UNFAIR WHAT.

i really wonder how my life would turn out to be.
i heard my fair share of success stories,
like how ex-convicts become scholars and excel in life.
they really sound too good to be true.
but how many really are like that?
besides these few who really manage to succeed, what abt the rest who continue to waste life in jail?
like all the cool and powerful people who come into the LT and say "OH, i was damn lousy last time, but see? now i earn damn alot"
easier said than done hor.
omg, i'm really scared now :(

worst come to worst, i'll open my "JENNY THE FLORIST".