thanks for the concern :/ nobody understands a shit.
i wanted to give you the card long ago, but i guess now is not the time :( TODAY SUCKED.
went to STB to sign papers like a zombie.
project all the way till 8 at starbucks after that. it was so hard to keep my eyes open during discussion. talked to chingoo briefly on the phone just now. although it was just asking abt some project stuffs, i was happy for a moment to talk to you chingoo. i miss our phone sessions. TODALI.
ate dinner, took an uncomfortable bus ride home.
back home, daddy was super unhappy cos i'll be staying over at a friend's house for project. although he allowed in the end, he was super angry. such things are a big no no for him. :( hate it for things to come to such a stage. even if i can go, i dont feel happy abt it at all.
tried to talk to ab and eb, but it was the same old ignorant face and attitude. i thought it'll be better back home. i always thought this was the best place for me to like relax and forget all the bad stuffs. but sometimes it's not the case at all. tired of pleasing everyone.
i think my happiest time today was talking to boss at the shop just now. at least he was there to listen to what i had to say. at least he cares more than you all. i'd really appreciate if you all bothered to ask me a little abt STB or my bbq or project or what. but no, no one cares.
i'm kind of glad there's work early morning tmr, then 4J class dinner, then project. i don't feel like being at home for now.
read more of the book today. i think i feel how supertramp feels.