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gong gong i love you
Wednesday, July 16, 2008 @ 1:38 am

it's late now, and i'll have to wake up early for classes.
but i can't get to sleep.

went to the hospital to visit gong gong after class just now.
he's not that weak anymore, can talk alr.
but he still doesnt really recognise me.
as in when he saw me, he could acknowledge me,
but he doesn't know who i really am.
but he was smiling at me.
he was like quite happy to see me eb ab all.
but he spoke to me in malay, like sort of mumbling.
the doctor says that's normal.
ohmy, i was quite sad abt that,
but at least he's trying to talk to me.

i'm really trying to be strong,
i didnt cry at the hospital today.
but just now when i was looking at his photos,
omg i feel sad again.
i know everyone's trying to console me,
just like how i console mummy.

daddy and her, they're so tired everyday,
going to the hospital after work and everything.
having dinner late at night,
and then yeye is back with all his nonsense again.
he keeps calling them to ask to move out on his own.
with some ambiguous friends.
what a time to wreak havoc.
get a divorce, whatever.

back to gong gong,
i just cannot help feeling sad.
all i can do is try to be strong and face this bravely.
it's really hard to remain calm and everything when you know that someone is leaving you.
i don't know for how long more,
but i know i have to cherish days with gong gong alr.

i know it's too late,
we always take things for granted and just don't realise how important is it to spend quality time with one another,
until it's all too late.
but i really want him to like be happy from now on.
i want him to rmb us coming to see him every other day.
i hope he still knows that i love him dearly.

see you tomorrow gong gong (: