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GONG GONG :(
Wednesday, July 09, 2008 @ 11:35 pm
school today is damn retard!
1. I overslept on my way to school.
i was on 168, enjoying shiok aircon and sleeping like an ass.
i woke up, and i found myself somewhere in the middle of bedok!
WAHLAU!
i was damn shocked!
i looked around and the whole upper deck was empty alr except for me.
like a almost reach BEDOK interchange alr!
omg i quickly alighted and took 69 all the way to school again.
WASTE TIME!
heng i was early and on time for class.
2. I screwed up my portfolio submission!
during tutorial just now, i was bored.
so i decided to write a letter to AB.
and cos i didnt bring a file to school, so i thought just put in the portfolio folder first.
THE IN THE END I HANDED IT IN WITHOUT TAKING THE LETTER OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
omg and i only realised it when i got home!
too late alr!
my zainal must be reading and laughing alr!
the letter is super retarded one somemore pls!
it's like,
"WONG AAAAAAA BEEEEEEEEEE!
i am such a RUBIK'S PRO now pls, like a siao etc etc,"
OMGGGGG.
HOWWWWWWW OMGGGG :(
3. I almost fell off my seat on the bus ride home.
i was sitting on the outer seat beside michelle.
we were both sleeping, then suddenly dunno why the bus SWERVED.
like a MAJOR swerve pls.
then i was like WHOAAAA!
luckily michelle woke up and grabbed me like mad.
OMG SO SCARY!
i really almost fell off!
but i was so tired i slept back in a while again HAHA
WHAT A RETARDED DAY!
anw, for my issues presentation, i picked FRANCE.
then PAM was super nice to swop with me so now im doing on AUSTRALIA.
MY COUNTRY PLS :D
reached home from school and mummy told me gong gong was in hospital again.
he's getting weaker and weaker :(
when daddy came home, he drove us to the hospital to visit him.
when i saw gong gong, i got a shock.
then i realised it's been damn long since i've seen him :(
he's so skinny now and so pale, i almost couldnt recognise him.
he had totally no strength to walk or do anything.
when he wanted to sit up to drink some water, he grabbed me so tightly and i realised how weak he really was.
i wanted to hug him and say sorry for not visiting him in such a long time :(
omgggg. :(
i've really been missing family dinners with gong gong because of work.
the last time i saw him was like his 50th wedding anniversary dinner.
he was so happy and healthy then.
just now when he spoke, it was damn soft cos he'd pant if he spoke too much.
he was like short of breath and it looked so hard for him to speak.
he told us he misses us alot, and wants to see us.
and he said he feels useless and feels like giving up and pulling the tube off.
MY HEART SANK.
then unknowingly i started to cry.
i just couldnt control.
omg i was so scared.
the feeling was just too overwhelming for me when he said that.
it must feel damn bad for someone to be this sick and weak and all :(
to the point where he really feels like giving up.
but i'm damn sad, cos i'm afraid of losing like ANYONE.
like when you watch people on tv being sick and all,
but it's really different when you see a family member like that.
it's really sad one leh :(
i kept encouraging him, but i guess people are pessimistic when they reach this stage.
omg i hope gong gong can recover soon and be better.
and stop thinking of ending his life.
i will cry to death.
when we left the ward, mummy broke down.
she burst into tears in the lift and i hugged her tight.
omg, she must be super sad :(
like, if someday daddy says all these to me i'll be damn sad too.
OH MAN, i hate this.
really.
GET WELL SOOOOOON <3