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NO MOOD TO STUDY
Saturday, August 23, 2008 @ 4:08 pm

it has been 21 days.

we went to pray at the temple again today.
it feels weird praying to gong gong's photo,
and having to offer him incense.
just feels weird :/

popo cried uncontrollably just now.
i guess it's really very very hard for her.
i cannot imagine how she's living on her own now.
like, she sure feels lonely all the time.
spending the whole day at home, alone,
she must have been thinking of gong gong all day.
sigh, it's so scary.

talked with dajiu abt furthering studies.
he encouraged me to go to HONG KONG, or CHINA
omg that todali never crossed my mind like, at all.
HAHA, imagine me studying in china!
crazy shit.

but omg, i recently realised,
it's not long before i have to make a decision alr.
there's not much time left.

SIP starts in less than 10 days,
and it feels like a while ago i was typing the stupid resume.
omg and soon, it'll be graduation and i'll be like, ok what's next.

trust me, that day is coming so soon.
it scares me, to think of what to do next.
there are so many options, so many paths to take.
but which one is the right one, i don't know.
i'm afraid of making the wrong decisions,
doing things on impulse,
because i do not want to waste time.
seeing people around me taking the wrong paths and end up wasting so much time,
i really do not want to end up like that.

sigh, omg what to do now.
SUPER LOST.
exams are not over and these things are bugging me.
LIKE MAD.
i've been thinking these few days,
and it's making me so moody and troubled :(

omggg this is so hard.