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My heart is with you
Wednesday, June 09, 2010 @ 12:48 am
Dear god, if you really exist,
please save my bestfriend, please save Gooby.
He's done nothing wrong, so I shall bear all the sins because I am a bad owner.
I didn't fulfill my promises to him, I wasn't caring enough, I didn't love him enough.
What is enough? When is enough?
I just know that I love him till it hurts my heart so much now.
It's sad to see a once agile and energetic being become so weak and sick now.
Please bless him with energy and good health.
Please make him smile and jump around again.
Please don't take him away cos I'm sure you have many friends and you don't need him.
I need him.
By my side.
Please let him stay with me.
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It's been 3 days since Gooby fell sick.
Now he's refusing to eat. Completely.
And I'm leaving. In 5 hours.
I really want to be by his side.
But I can't.
I feel like I'm being forcefully taken away from my baby.
WHAT KIND OF JOKE IS THIS.
Omg I just want to cry and cry but I know it wouldn't help.
For the first time, I'm so desperate and so lost.
What shoud I do? );
For now, I have only one wish.
I just want to see my baby after 10 days.
Just wait for me, ok?